Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Day for the Ducks...

Tis another dreary, wet & cold day…bleh.
Ladies time to rock your cute rain boots and umbrellas.
I forgot why I don’t like spring so much…because they are so

My daughter is a year old now. It is so weird but I was staring at her the other day
And I couldn’t help but remember when she was handed to me at the hospital, or her first check up.
*sigh…The first time I heard her cry or that helpless feeling I got in the pit of my stomach when they had to draw her blood the first time. OMG, I wanted to kill them. (Mind you they left a huge bruise on her that till this day is now finally going away)

You know how some people say that once your child is born, a mother is born too? I used to be like duh, of course cause now you have a baby+ so you’re a mother now. Lol. But it goes deeper then that. Once you hear YOUR child cry, once you see them and get to hold them and all that…call it your motherly instinct but that woman gradually realizes that this is her most precious gift. In life. That mother just like a newborn learns things about herself that no one else can teach her. Being a first time mother is terrifying, you wanna make sure you do everything the right now, you feel lost sometimes. … So all my ladies raising their child on their own or first time parents…I know its not easy but you’ll figure it out. Everything will work out for the best so keep your heads up. J A huge hug out to all of you & anyone else who needs one today.

I was watching the news yesterday about that little girl who was found in the suitcase; how her Sunday school teacher raped and killed her. It made me so sad…like really? First it was Cailey Anthony, then it was Haleigh Cummings, and now Sandra Cantu. Innocent little girls….why? I thank god for my blessings and can’t imagine why someone would do such a thing. Theres just been a lot going on with everything these days. People killing people because they lost their jobs or someone made them mad…don’t get me wrong I know this has been happening all the time. It just seems like its happening more often cause you’re hearing more and more about them taking place. I am just in a thoughtful mood with all this rain.

I hope your day is going better wherever you are out there. Have a blessed one.


Friday, April 3, 2009

rain, rain...

Good afternoon on this gloomy and cloudy,

How goes it on your end? A little more sun shining your way perhaps…
Don’t you just hate staring out when it rains and it’s all dark, I don’t know about you but that makes me very sleepy.
(Mind you I have a bunch of windows and a glass door in front of me to look at. – Yey. :

I keep hearing talk of the Air Yeezy…. Please let it go. It’s a shoe. If you don’t like it then that’s cool, that’s your opinion
&& if that’s what you choose to rock cause that’s the hype right now…whateva, do you. Life’s too short to get stuck on
The little things, dig? Years from now you’re going to get clowned for everything you used to think was cool. LOL

My daughter turns 1 in 9 days!!! How fricken awesome and scary that is. YIKES! My lil pumpkin is def going to be a dancer,
She was rockin to some music yesterday. She had her hands all out and was wiggling her body like watch me now!, the more
We clapped the wider her grill got. LOL. Kids are amazing. I miss her- good thing I am picking her up this evening. On that note;

Love the people you consider “family” and spend as much time with them as possible.

Wishing you a blessed and safe weekend.

Ciao xx


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."

-- Robert Frost

"Love yourself first and everything else falls into line. You really have to love yourself to get anything done in this world."